I was a pastor when I nearly died by suicide. My story, From Pastor to a Psych Ward, is an Amazon best-selling book, and now you can listen to all 13-episodes of my story as a serial podcast on iTunes.
When I left home that Sunday night, I knew my wife and little boy would never see alive again.
I’m Steve Austin. I survived childhood sexual abuse, but the effects rippled through my life for the next twenty-five years. After nearly ten years as a youth pastor and worship leader, I was convinced that my only “out” was a suicide attempt.
Now that I have started telling my story of how to recover from a suicide attempt, people often ask me things like:
- What’s the trick?
- What’s the answer?
- What made me want to start living again?
My friend, JJ Landis, says, there is no “magic Jesus pill”. And she’s right. There’s no single step that suddenly makes life better or “normal”. I walked through a living hell and now I have a story to tell. Jesus is a major part of it, but there was also strong medication, one heck of a support system, and a lot of hard work. Recovery is a long and difficult process, but I am living proof that it is possible.
This story is for anyone who lived through a suicide attempt and is left wondering “what’s next”. It’s also for anyone suffering from anxiety or depression, bipolar, OCD, PPD, or PTSD.
If you’ve ever secretly longed to die, this book is for you. I’m not a doctor or a counselor. I’m just a real guy with a powerful story to tell. I’d be honored to share my experience with you.
Here’s what Amazon readers have said about From Pastor to a Psych Ward:
- Through practical application and intentional steps toward recovery, this book packs a punch. And it’s not just for someone who has failed a suicide attempt: it’s perfect for anyone struggling with anxiety, depression, or other mental health issues, too. Don’t miss this book!
- This book gave voice to the things in my head. This book was exactly what I needed to hear. I cannot recommend this book enough. As someone who struggles with anxiety and depression in the church, reading these words was like a breath of fresh air.
- Steve is such a talented writer with a true gift of being able to tell about horrific life experiences with truth, dignity, and just the right sprinkling of humor to touch the hearts and souls of the readers.
- The book goes beyond the trauma story to deal with personal faith in an unexpected way. Not preachy. Very accessible to readers of any–or no–faith. Steve overcomes oppressive and shameful aspects of his religion, and manages to find a faith that incorporates recovery and authenticity.
- Austin is brutally honest about what it’s like to be suicidal. This book is a must-read for anyone who has been suicidal or depressed. It’s a great read for family members who are trying to support a loved one with mental illness.